What a week

So I think the week of hell is finally over....for now. Addie is feeling much better and is back to her cute and stubborn self, I have gotten used to my condition and my new found diet, and Tyler's grandma is still hanging on in hospice (like I said "for now")

This week I plan to go back to the gym, I haven't been in almost 2 weeks. I paid for 6 sessions with a trainer and I've only used one. I'm hoping they won't give me too much of a guilt trip because I might just say some things that aren't supposed to be spoken out loud. Family comes first, period. Tonight I'm going to do the boot camp that kicked my ass. I think I need a good ass kicking so I can get back in the swing of exercising. I wouldn't say I hit a plateau, but I'm not losing as fast as I was, only 1 pound last week. I really would like to win the contest, but with me having PCOS I don't think my body is capable of losing all the weight I want it to in only 4 months. But hey, 10 pounds in one month isn't so bad, and if I keep it up it will be 40 by the end of the contest. Maybe some of the contestants have given up, who knows.

I want to start posting what I'm eating so maybe I'll get on later.