Sigh....why is it everything happens in one week!

This week has been horrible. I won't tell you everything, it's hard for me to write about it.

Right now I'm home with my daughter who has RSV. What a scary diagnosis!!! You have to wait around for 3 days to see if she gets better, and if she doesn't it's off to the hospital. If she doesn't get better there she can be affected the rest of her life. I'm hoping for the best but so far today I think she has gotten worst. It's so hard watching your baby struggle to breathe and be in so much pain. She also has an ear infection, and both of her top teeth are coming in. Poor thing. I feel so bad.

This week I got a diagnosis too. I have PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome). I was having trouble losing weight so my Dr. did some test and there it was. One of the affects of it is obesity and trouble losing weight. (I have a lot more symptoms but I won't mention them TMI) It's weird finally knowing that there is something actually wrong with me. I've always wondered why I can gain 10 pounds in one week if I don't watch what I eat. Watching the biggest loser all these years has really pissed me off. Some of the contestants are my size and they show what they eat, I've NEVER eaten like that in my life.

I'm probably not making any sense. I don't know what to think about the whole situation. I go to my Dr. today to maybe get on meds and find out what exactly this is, and what I need to do to control it. I'll write again later and maybe change my blog into some sort of LIVING WITH PCOS blog. I'm sure there are other people out there that have this.