Monday, December 29, 2008

Ok, read a couple of post down about me quitting when I'm feeling good for 6 months. I'm so predictable!!!! AHHHH!!

2 Months Later

Well.....

I'm back. What can I say??? I guess it was a 2 month vacation from reflection. I don't know why I haven't blogged.

Actually, I do know why I haven't written anything. It's because these past two months I didn't follow any weight loss program. I've eaten like crap, and haven't given a shit. Now as I face my 29th birthday in 2 days I have to face this fact...I'm almost in my thirties, and I'm considered obese!

My husband is the one that snapped me out of my funk. I was bitching and moaning about turning 29 and not wanting to be 30 because I was going to be an old woman....when he looked at me and said, "Why do you hate getting older? You already have a career, a home, a husband, and two beautiful healthy kids. What else do you have to accomplish?" That's when it hit me like a 2 ton brick. The only thing I have to do is lose this weight.

I've been on and off diets since the third grade and have only had very mild successes. So this is it. My last chance to change my life. I have 1 year. I'll be 30 and I don't want to be in this fat suit anymore. My husband and I sat down and made some rules for eachother (more later) and if we follow them, we will take our dream cruise to Alaska the summer of 2010. If not, we'll probably never go.

So, in short, I'm back with a vengeance!!!