These past couple of days I have been doing sooooo good counting my points. I'm actually really impressed with myself. I went to the store tonight to buy formula and I ended up not getting any snacks or drinks to bring back home. I also have made sure that I drink all my water. Today I swear I peed 20 times.
All this talk about me doing so well usually just leaves in dissappointment. I probably won't do well at my weigh in, which will make me frustrated and then I'll say F*** it and I'll just stop trying for 6 months and gain 30 pounds. Ahhhh, yes that would be me. I guess the difference now is I'm trying not to be so negative. Since I've had Addison I' ve lost over 30 pounds. And even though I've only lost 10 since the baby weight just melted off, I'm really happy about that. I just need to see myself as a turtle, "slow and steady wins the race" and be glad for every little success I have.
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